The way I see it is, if you haven’t offended anyone in your lifetime, then you’re living a lie. You haven’t stood up for yourself once. No matter what it is.
When people ask me why I write such controversial stuff, I tell them it’s because that’s what flows through my mind. If I shock people with my inner thoughts going to paper, instead of worrying, I pat myself on the back. Same with expressing my opinion. It’s my thoughts, why should I let anyone alter it? The problem with the world is that the majority of humanity is sheep. We do nothing based on our own thoughts and opinions. We have some people that pretend to be homosexual because they want to fit in, but why? We have some people going vegetarian just to fit in, but why? If you aren’t attracted to the other race and you aren’t strongly for being healthy or strongly against making food out of animals, then why are you living a lie? I just want people to do what they want to do. If you want to go outside and pretend that you’re a superhero, then go for it. That’s something you want to do with your life, so do it. If you want to sing, but no one says you’re a good singer, then work towards getting better so that you can sing. You have such a long time to live on this earth that if you want to do something, you can do that. I don’t want you to try to fit in with a group if it requires you to change who you really are as a person. I want you to set your goals and achieve them. And never let anyone get in your way. Peer pressure is nothing but a mental plague. You have the options.
I have never felt this outraged and unsettled. I am in tears right now out of strict anger.
There’s this little girl that my mom babysits because she feels bad for her due to her mother’s living conditions and pure idiocy. The mother’s name is Christina. The little girl is four and still hardly knows how to talk, isn’t potty trained, never gets bathed, and hardly ever gets fed. Well, Christina doesn’t care about anyone but herself. So her dad is in worse condition than the little girl. He’s extremely old, and Christina takes complete advantage of that. Apparently, she takes his money, doesn’t take care of him, takes his car to work and forces him to stay at McDonalds and sit there for an entire work shift, and I don’t even want to know what else this woman puts him through. Well today when she was dropping off the little girl, she forces her dad to stay in the freezing cold for over two hours while she complains to my mom about how “terrible” her life is. And no matter how hard my mom tries to get her to leave, she doesn’t. I had to go outside to get a ride to Wal-Mart and the look on that poor guy’s face killed me. When I got back, he was still out there and when I went inside, within ten minutes, the poor guy knocked on the door three times. Christina kept yelling at him saying she would be out in a little bit (a little bit? It was already almost three hours). So eventually, I let the man inside and told him he could take a seat. He was shaking so bad and let out the words, “It’s so cold. I haven’t eaten anything all day.” I had to go straight to my room because I started crying and I know my mom doesn’t appreciate it when I share my opinions (to that degree anyways) out loud, even though she understood.
I am absolutely sick to my stomach right now. No one should ever have to endure that.
Hey, everyone. Sorry that I haven’t been posting much. I recently lost two friends in an accident and things have been a little busy with visitations and funerals. By the end of the week, I’ll be posting more often.
Just wanted to let you know I’m not on a hiatus or anything like that. God Bless.
me: hey what’s up marijuana user: i smoke weed me: ok that’s nice how have you been marijuana user: yesterday i smoked weed and got very high me: alright so how was your day other than that marijuana user: baked me: yes ok but when you weren’t high how was it marijuana user: tripping balls me: ok yes that’s nice marijuana user: i like weed me: ok marijuana user: weed
Attack Attack’s progressive downfall making me wonder how they can do any worse with their next release:
Austin Carlile screaming and Johnny on cleans for Someday Came Suddenly. Amazing album. Caleb screaming and Johnny staying on cleans for the self-titled. Okay album. Caleb doing screams and cleans for This Means War. Terrible album.